live in

finally i passed through 'live in' stuff! seruu! and im survive! haha. 3days without my cellphone. without internet connection. but im quite enjoyed it. its just fun! you really have to do this live in things. woke up at 5 in the morning, went to the farm while the weather was so damn cold! haha. (but its really hot in noon though) and after that at 3 we held a games for every child in tengklik 6. it was really fun! oya btw i lived in bpk darmos daughters house with her children tuti and dimas.. (btw dimas is sooo handsome! but hes just 5. haha) okayokay i will write more later.

entering 12 grade's gate...

yipeeeeeeeeeeeeee...
naik kelaaaaaassssss!! hahahaha...
gilaaaaaaa,, im so damn happy!

my playlist(s)

1. I'm Yours by Jason Mraz (band version). still in love with this song!

2. Dream Big by David Cook. nice and deep lyrics really.

3. Someday by John Legend.

4. Moondance by Jonathan Rhys Meyer. from August Rush movie. really nice voice.

5. Wedding Bell by Depapepe. supercool! nice instrument by Depapepe. By the way my lil brother make a cover version video and subscribe it in youtube. and i put that video right here in my blog. check it out!

6. Between Me & Misery by rad.riot.lads. haha my nephew's band actually, a lil bit heavy but really a nice song indeed. cool solo guitar part!

7. Angels by David Archuleta. you absolutely have to hear this song!

friday the thirteenth

haha what a title! so, yesterday i went to pim to buy some present for my motty.. i went there with my bf and my lovely tochtie. hehe.. and we really had so much fun back there!!

jadi awalnya tuh kita nonton the happening dulu jam 13:50 dan keluar dari studio1 XXI dengan muka menyesal kenapa tadi milih nonton the happening. filmnya anhe. gak ada klimaksnya. padahal awalnya bagusbgt. teru selesai nonton bingung mau cari kado apa. bener2 bingung. awalnya si belle mengusulkan beli buku masak dan jam weker. hahaha. lucu sih, tapi gak nemu yang bagus. terus pas lewat di cherokee skywalk tiba2 tertarik untuk masuk siapa tau menemukan yang bagus. sempet berpikir beli hoodie, atau dompet, atau tas. terus tiba2 menemukan tas kanvas bart simpson yang sangat lucu! sumpah lucubgt. tapi takut yang mau dikasih kado gak suka jadi kita mengurungkan niat buat beli tas itu. (padahal lucubgt. pengen! hehe) terus bingung lagi deh mau cari dimana. akhirnya jalan2 tanpa tujuan dan melewati ace hardware dan berpikiran buat masuk. awalnya masuk kesana mau cari jam karena berpikir jam dinding juga gpp lah kalo jam wekernya gak ada. tapi mahal2. really expensive!!!!! haha. gak jadi beli deh. padahal bagus2, terus tiba2 kepikiran buat beli frame photo. tapi we dont fine any that fits. jd gak jadi lagi, terus nemu mug lucu, sempet masuk dalam pilihan untuk dibeli tapi lalu mikir lagi. berguna gak sih. haha. teruusss.. oiya, mau beli timer buat masak gituu. tapi timernya aneh. gabisa bunyi masa. (tapi itu juga antara timernya yang aneh atau kita yang emang gabisa pakenya haha) stupid. terus jalan lagi masuk ke dalemnya ace hardware liat2 gitu. masih bingung mau beli apa. bener2 bingung. terus sampe ujung liat ada lampu meja gitu lucu2 banget!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! beneran lucu! haha. dan entah kenapa kita memutuskan beli itu karena merasa bakal lebih berguna. eh tp emang iyaya? haha i wish. awalnya pengen beli yg bentuknya robot gitu. lucu deh. tapi terus liat2 lagi ternyata ada yg pesawat gitu dan itu lebih lucu. lebih tahan lama juga materialnya. warnanya cool. warna primer gitu kalo kata belle. haha. tp suka bgt. moga2 yg dikasih suka juga. hehe amin! abis dari ace hardware itu kita ke gramedia, niatnya mau cari kado lagi tapi gak ada yang bagus lagi jadi akhirnya cuma beli bungkus kado. purple! hehe. (hope you like it mom) terus diputuskan belle yang bungkus kado, gue yang bikin kartunya.. hehehe. terus dari gramedia kita (me & my bf) pushed belle to eat krn dia blm makan dari siang! dan akhirnya kita ke foodcourt nemenin belle makan. hehe. and we spent most of the time there. at foodcourt. abis belle makan gue yg makan. hahaha. terus disitu kita ngobrol2 gitu. seru deh. tapi kenapa gak foto bertiga yah? (haha baru kepikiran nih. sebel) dan akhirnya belle dijemput deh. terus pulang.

tp its such a nice day. kapan2 jalan brg lagi ya anaakk.. :)

euro agaiinn

holaa people.. haha i think these days my posts are only about euro. but who can ignore euro's influence? haha.. here i give you short updates again..

GROUP B matches
germany-croatia : 1-2 (unpredictable score!)
austria-poland : 1-1

GROUP C matches
italy-romania : 1-1 (great penalty saved by Gianluigi Buffon)
netherlands-france : 4-1 (yess!)

yeayeayea soo, italy still have chance to go to the quarterfinal.. but theres still one match, against france.. lets see..

and tonight matches is from group D
spain vs. sweden (23:00)
greece vs. russia (01:45)

update euro

oiya i forgot to put euro update on my last post. soo, here it is:

GROUP C matches
italy-netherland : 0-3
france-rumany : 0-0 (yipee!)

GROUP D matches
spain-russia : 4-1 (with beautiful hattrick from david villa)
greece-sweden : 0-2

GROUP A matches
portugal-czech : 3-1
turkey-swiss : 2-1

ya ya ya italy defeated by netherland. repeat: defeated 3-0. repeat: defeated 3-0 and got last place in klasemen grup. fuck.

yea whatev. i still hope for the best.

by the way, tonight matches are germany-croatia (23:00) and poland-austria (01:45)
is germany will going to show another beautiful performance? lets wait..and see..

question

its just too close. too strange. so peculiar. whats with that actually?

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its just proved. italy is really sick without cannavaro!! so that netherlands can beat italy 3-0. fuck! i really hate it. but yea italy still have chance to pass penyisihan grup. at least runner up lah.. hehe.

oiya, im back. im home. haha. by the way. i really hate this noon.. hhh. i'll tell you later. im really not in the mood rite now.

cannavaro

really out of my mind how can cannavaro injured a few days before euro2008! and he replaced with gamberini. so sadd!!!!

just an update

yea finally im here people! bali! haha..
actually i went here to accompany my mom to play in bowling tournament. bali cup or whatever it called i forgot. haha. it will be a very boring days before my cousins call me and took me to sleepover at her house. (ya, her family lives in denpasar) and then this holiday become so fun! haha..
but i already here for three days, and i dont even go to the beach! silly! haha. i just spent my holiday with watch EURO2008 of course!, playing guitar and sang loudly with my nephews and niece, went to warnet (like i do now haha), play basketball. it looks like im just sleepover in my cousins house at somewhere in jakarta. not in bali! haha. but yea, my cousin's house located at denpasar, so its far from kuta, sanur, legian and other similar places. but i really want to go to the beach. yaiyalah, baliiii! hahahaha..

by the way here is a short updates for EURO 2008:
ceko-swiss : 1-0
portugal-turkey : 2-0
austria-croatia : 0-1
germany-poland : 2-0 (both by Lukas Podolski whos actually a poland)

and tonight (9/6/08) match is france vs. rumania (23:00) and italy vs. netherland (01:45)

Alessandro Nesta

have i ever told you about my freakin amusement. freakin fondness to Alessandro Nesta? yeah, so, i dedicate this post to him.

perhaps some of you already knows who Alessandro Nesta is. he is a hot Italian guy. a soccer player to be exact. he plays for AC Milan from 2002 until now. he used to be playing in Italy National Team but he already retired from the national team because of his recent marriage. really bad that i cant see him playing for italy in upcoming euro 2008.

i love him since very first time im addicted to soccer. i fell for him hard. really hard. i really love his performs. specially when he plays along with Fabio Cannavaro and Paolo Maldini. and Gianluigi Buffon of course. it really the best defenders italy have ever had. Nesta is really a key man both for AC Milan and Italy. unreplaceable.

whats really cool is he always get "Serie-A Best Defender of the Year" award from 2000 till 2007. yea although since 2004 he only became the runner-up. but its really awesome for me though.

Nesta was born in March 19th, 1976. he grewn up in Cinecitta, Rome. and he first started playing football in Margherita Bosco Primary School. first he offered to play in AS Roma junior team, but his father -which is a huge fan of Lazio- turned down the offer. so then he played for SS Lazio youth academy. he was promoted to SS Lazio's senior team in 1993 and soon get a captain band in 1997. after that in 2002 he was recruited by AC Milan till now.

i really love him! deep down! i really eager to see him play for Italy and AC Milan. But so sad that he has retired from the national team. huh. i really eager to meet him. one day, ive ever got a chance to go to italy. to meet Nesta. but the chance just gone with the wind because the depart day exactly the same day that i must face UAS. so i failed to go there and it kinda awful to me to remember. till now.

love.

love is painful.
love is hurt.
love is misery.
love is suffering.
love is sorrow
love is lugubrious.
love is mystery.
love is not everything.

haha. so ive just found this lyric from a song called "love is not everything". i forgot who had sang this song. but the lyric is so pity! haha.. a lil bit freaky. i wonder what had happened to the song writer so he/she can wrote a lyric like this. does anyone of you agree with this lyric? haha.

PIN Bowling Alley

suddenly i remember this place. loads of memories there. really loadss! there was the place i -for the first time in my life- learn to play bowling.. i really had so much fun there! i miss the time when me and my friends (which named ourself pibcheerz) get bored with bowling and started to play hide and seek! yea, playin hide and seek at bowling alley. made evryone lookin queerly to us. but we dont give a damn of it. we just do what we want to do. we just wanna make ourself as fun as we can. as happy as we can. because we're all really bored spent whole day in bowling alley. every single day! specially when there's an event. really stupid! hahaha.. but ya, its like our second home.
i miss pin master 2004. so much fun ive had there! its like PIN Bowling Alley really is our home. i spent my time there when i returned from school till late night. really late. and its repeated everyday!! haha. but now PIN Bowling Allet already replaced by a bank. and i will never see PIN Bowling Alley again for the rest of my life. im kinda missing it so damn much. the time whe we're all family. not splitted like nowadays. now, we're unlike we're used to like the old days. lookslike we're doesnt know each other and it makes me pretty sad. huh.

Dream Big

really a nice and touchy lyrics..

When I was a little girl
I swore that I would change the world when I grew up.
Nothing else would be enough

Back then it all seemed black and white
But these days I just cant seem to find the child in me
Who always believed

I see it everyday
We settled for safe
And lose ourselves along the way

But if u dont dream big whats the use in dreaming.
If u dont have faith theres nothing worth believing.
It takes one hope to make the stars worth reaching for.
So reach out, for something more

Took a well perfected plan
For me to finally understand
But its not me
Faith is something I can't see
I lose the reigns and let them go
I broke the chains of fear
That had their hold on me too long
When all I felt was wrong

Ive wiped my tears away now its time for a change
No I cant waste another day

Coz if u dont dream big whats the use in dreaming.
If u dont have faith theres nothing worth believing.
It takes one hope to make the stars worth reaching for.

So close your eyes and tell me what you see
between what's real and make believe
here's the path we've all been searching for
So reach out, for something more

than you ever could imagine then move
don't wait for it to happen
life's too short for not taking chances
the stars are far as they seem

But if u dont dream big whats the use in dreaming.
If u dont have faith theres nothing worth believing.
It takes one hope to make the stars worth reaching for.
So reach out, for something more

boredom

im so fuckin bored! really need something fresh. something new. something that can kill my boredom! anyone?

comment

ya ya ya. need your comment about the story below.
like its title, its just only a prolog. i made that with my cousin -Andra-
haha.. thx before peeps!

PROLOGUE

"Dhir, kamu udah ngomong sama Abel belom ttg pembayaranku itu? Aku gak enak sm Bimo nih."

Aduh, sms dari Aaron! Batin Dhira.

Sudah beberapa hari ini Aaron selalu menanyakan hal yang sama kepada Dhira. Mengenai masalah pembayarannya. Padahal Dhira tidak mengetahui apa-apa mengenai masalah ini. Hanya saja kebetulan masalah ini menyangkut Abel, saudaranya.

"Aduh, Ron, aku udah coba telepon & sms Abel. Tapi gak pernah dijawab sama dia.", balas Dhira kemudian.

"Oh yaudah. Thx ya Dhir." jawab Aaron.

Aduh, Abel tuh kemana sih. Aku bener-bener jadi nggak enak sama Aaron nih! Gimana yah. Kalo aja ada orang yang bisa kasih solusinya.. Oh iya aku tau!

Kemudian Dhira menekan nomor yang sudah dikenalnya dengan sangat baik dan kemudian menelpon orang tersebut..

"Hallo.. Aira?"

"Eh, Dhira. Iya ini Aira, Dhir. Kenapa?", jawab orang di seberang telepon yang ternyata adalah Aira, sepupunya.

"Ra, bisa ketemu nggak? Nanti jam 7 malam di daerah Dharmawangsa. Bisa yah, Ra?"

"Oh, emang ada apa, Dhir? Kok tumben? Hehe.."

"Aku nggak bisa jelasin di telepon. Kepanjangan, Ra. Mending nanti aku kasih tau pas kita ketemu. Oh iya, kamu sekalian ajak Naia aja, Ra."

Kemudian perbincangan tersebut dilanjutkan dengan kesepakatan untuk bertemu di Gelato Bar, Dharmawangsa Square. Setelah itu Aira menelpon Naia untuk menyampaikan ajakan Dhira, dan Naia setuju. Namun Dhira masih belum juga memberi tahu apa yang akan menjadi topik pembicaraan mereka nanti -walaupun tadi Aira sudah memelas minta diberitahu oleh Dhira- tapi Dhira tetap bartahan pada pendiriannya untuk tidak memberitahu Aira dan Naia dulu.

Biarinlah nanti mereka tau disana, mudah-mudahan mereka bisa ikut bantu. batin Dhira.


19:00, Gelato Bar, Dharmawangsa Square...

"Aira, Naia, Hallo!"

"Nah, ini Andhira! Kamu tanya aja, Nai, mau ngomongin apa. Aku juga nggak tahu nih."

"Dhiraaaaaa, apaan sih kok mendadak gini? Mau ngomongin apa coba? Jangan sok misterius deh. Haha.", kata Naia sambil menghampiri Dhira.

"Santai, santai.. Nah, kan kita udah kumpul semua. Jadi gini lho sepupu-sepupuku..."

Kemudian Dhira menceritakan hal yang membuat hatinya resah selama beberapa hari ini. Hal yang selalu berkecamuk di dalam pikirannya dan mengganggunya. Setelah menghabiskan malam dengan mendengarkan cerita Dhira, Naia dan Aira tertegun. Mereka tidak menyangka hal yang ingin dibicarakan oleh Dhira adalah mengenai hal ini.

Setelah pertemuan tersebut mereka bertiga pulang kerumah masing-masing dalam keheningan. Memikirkan bagaimana solusi yang tepat untuk masalah yang diceritakan Dhira. Pikiran mereka terpusat pada seseorang yang menjadi topik pembicaraan Dhira. Abel.

bali trip

so my mum has just told me that i want to go to bali! and i will go there on june 7th, which is at the same day i use to celebrate my 2nd anniv with my bf. haha. so tragic. haha.
but i just wish that my holiday will be amazing! haha.
i will miss my bf so much!
fuck! haha..