i'm yours.

so, this song keep repeating in my head and my mind currently, i always listening in my iTunes and cellphone. or even i sang it myself. really nice song. another great work from jason mraz.

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks and now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out I'll be giving it my best test
Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon its again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love
Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me
Ah, la peaceful melodys
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love love

So I won't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate Our time is short This is our fate, I'm yours

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed I guess what I'm saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with meah, la one big family
([2nd time:] ah, la happy family)
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love love love

I won't hesitate no more
Oh no more no more no more
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved, I'm sure
Theres no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours


yeaa, lets sing it together people.. i'm yoursss... hahaha.

really over

finally its all really over. the exam thing. i really dont have to deal with all those craps anymore. i already know the score. yaa,, bad score for math but i already remedial this morning and i really hope it can fixed my score. wish me people.

huge. HUGE refief.

finally the exam is over. holiday is coming people!!!
oops noo.. not yet. i still have to know the score. am i pass the test or no! hahaha..
luckily, my biology and physics exam passed the skbm. haha. really a huge relief for me. specially for physics, because only 9people that can passed skbm. and im one of them! sooooo happy!!! hehehe.. but i still wait for my chemistry and math score.. really deg2an! hahaha... really hope for the very best.. gilaaa... pengen naik kelass!!! haha.. iyalah siapa sih yang gak mau naik kelas? haha..
i really dont want to deal with those stuffs anymore; books, lessons, assignments, and all.. tiredd.. really need refreshing.. huuh.. i know in 12th grade there'll be more tests, assignments, and all that kind of things. but, i need a pause people. PAUSE. hahahaha.. want to rests myself from all that shits, all that crap so i can get myself freshhhh again! haha.

enough

im really enough for this ulangan umum thingy. i know its just started, but im just soo tireddd with all this shitty things. again and again i must study. learn what i've learned before till it sticked in my mind. and after the test, blammm! evrythings just gone away from my own mind. huh. im too tired to study guys but deep down it really a must! haha..

can somebody tell me other way to pass the exam without studying? haha. lame question.

Exam is coming

Exam is coming people.. we must study hard. really hard. harder than ever.
i really hopes we can meet up in grad 12 guys.. love you all sooo muchh!

Congratulation David Cook

david cook

yeah congratulation David. Cook. i really mean it. congratulation! whoaaa, finally David Cook has crowned! he is the king of american idol for season 7! nothing can makes me feel better than this mann!! haha.. David Cook performances at top 2 got really evil critics from simon cowell, but i think thats just for increasing david cook's vote, so the votes for cook getting more and more that he can wins the american idol. because actually simon has predicted before that david cook will win! and yeaa,, he's right peopleee!! way to go david cook. i am soooooooooo happy for you! the first american rocker. hahaha.. i know from the first time i saw you that you will soar with not only the birds, but with the stars. haha. fly high cook, as high as you can! i really love youu!! cook alway makes me feel he sang directly for me! hahaha. silly i know, but thats what im feeling..

i really love his voice. love the touch of rock in his voice.. sooo sexyy.. haha. matbe sometimes his voice sounds like daughtry's but, thats david cook man! stunning, and really hott!! haha..

keep up the good work, man! theres still longg, long way to go.. i hopoe you can stay and survive in the music industry.

cant you feel the spirit people?

whoaa, im really in love with david cook even more.. gimana nihhh?? okay, keep on rocking cook..

Aslan

yeaaa finally after my very very long waiting.. the chronicles of narnia : prince caspian is released. and yesterday i watched it with my bf.. really a great movie although its not exactly the same with the novel, but it still nice though. you guys really have to watch it!! edmund and caspian are soo awesome! ganteng euy! haha :) by the way my deepest reason to watch this movie is because i really eager to see the one and only Asla. haha. yea i know its kinda weird to fell for an animal, but Aslan really makes me feel that way. whoaaa,, i start to think that im really a weirdo. but i cant deny it, i love lions!! specially Aslan, and Simba in Lion King. but still Aslan is the most fabulous lion i've ever seenn..

my weird-addict to Aslan makes me wanna pet a lion. cant hide my eagerness to pet a lion. wish me people! really obsessed with lion. gimana dong?

so cute isnt he?

Davids

finally they pass through the final, mannn!!! hahaha.. sooo gladd..

really hope they both can be a winner! haha impossible i know. tapi gimana dong? they both are so fantastic. awesome. gorgeous. or whatever you called it.. firstly i just adore david archuleta. so innocentyethandsome 17-years-old boy. but as the time goes by, david cook really steal my heart. i really mean it. he really makes me melt down to the ground. haha. i always love his performances. he makes me cant put my eyes off of him!!

i really loves his performance when he was sang 'always be my baby' and 'i dont wanna miss a thing'. really strikes my heart out!! haha.. i loved the touch of rock in his voice,, sooo gentle.. haha.

and now david cook has go to final round of american idol. i really hope he can wins the competitionn. maybe if david archuleta wins, i really can accept it. but if david cook can really wins the competition i will really happy deep down!! haha..

you must see their performances, mann!! really cooll..

cook - archuleta

Gosong Holiday

Yeaa, soo, from last Monday until today I had a libur-UAS thingy. First I expect this holiday will be sooo fun, because I really can rest myself from the super-bored-hectic-crazy time in school. I can take this liburan time to empty my brain because the exams are getting closer and I need to prepare my brain cause next week it will fill with really lotsa thingss!! Haha. But what I’ve got ppl? Gosoongg!! Haha. This holiday is just for 3 days and what did I get from bu kris? 80 math questions! Really cruel of you ma’am! Hahaha really wanna laugh at me self! And tomorrow, the first day I come to school after this holiday, there’ll be biology and physics exam! Berurutan! Gak pake jeda! Gilaaaa!!! And the next day, I must finish the karya-tulis-kelompok thing. Sooo pathetic. Where’s your kindness my evil teacher? Can’t you give us -your students- time to rest ourself? Can’t you give the minggu-tenang thingy for us? Just one week that not full of exams and assignments, pleaseeee!! Okay, stop! Am I begging? Hooo.. Am I that desperate? YESSS!! Any other answers can fit the question except YESS!! Hahaa..

The Kite Runner

A month ago I’ve just finished read a touchy novel titled the Kite Runner. That is really a great story, type of story that makes you heart really touched deep down –and there is not an impossible thing if you get your tears fall down while reading this book-! A must-read book I think. This novel was written by Khaled Hosseini, an Afghanistan guy who grew up in America. And it is the first Afghan’s novel that translated to English.

At first I don’t feel much enthusiastic when reading this novel. But as the words goes, this novel became the i-can’t-put-it-before-i-finished-reading-it novel! Haha.. Hassan and Amir -two main characters in the story- really give me much life lessons. About trust in each other, about the i-wont-let-my-friend-get-down kind of feeling and that something not happens to you for any reasons, there’ll always be a reason behind everything happened to you. There are lotsa things that you can learn from the novel.

Many parts in this novel that really touched my heart, but just these parts touched my heart the most:

1. When Amir throws Hassan’s body with delimas to test would Hassan reply it to Amir or not, but what Hassan do is walking to Amir with delima in his hand and then he crushed that delima in his own face then shout to Amir, “are you satisfied?!”

2. When Amir finally found out that Hassan actually is his brother from different mother –because Amir’s mom died when she gives Amir birth- and when he knows it, Hassan already died! So saddddd.. beside there are some facts that in his past life Amir always envy Hassan and Amir never look after Hassan at anytime Hassan get bullied.

3. When Rahim Khan –Amir Father’s friend- said “there is a way to be good, Amir” it’s also really touched. And with that words from Rahim Khan, Amir went back to Afghanistan to look for Hassan’s son –Sohrab, which is spent his life alone after his parent’s death.

Huh, so sad I’m not pretty good at describing something, but you must read this really! By the way, this novel already pours into a widescreen movie. The movie was great but not as great as the novel because they do cut much important part of the story. But it stills such a great movie that can make people crying while watching it.

The Kite Runner movie poster

the novel

Exams

days changed into nights, exams are getting closer, and what did I studied? nothing. I really haven’t studied yet. oh my gosh. I really have less preparation for this kenaikan-kelas-exam! How can I through it? huu.. The exam’s schedule really makes me wanna tearing myself out. Where’s your mind ibu-pembuat-jadwal-ulangan-umum? How can English joined with Drawing while you joined Physics with History?! Really out of my mind! And u put Deutsch alone in the last day! Helloooooooo??? Where do you put your f*cking mind miss?

But suddenly –out of my really madness- I realize, this exam means I will soon separated with xi ipa 1. (harus naik kelas semua. amin!). There’re so many beautiful-crazy-sweet-stupid-loony-annoying things we’ve shared through the year and now we must face the fact that we will be separate. So sad isn’t it? I still really wanna be with you guys all. Want to spend more time with you all. I will really miss the shitty gossips we’ve share, the annoying yelled in every -esp.bu kris- lessons, lari-keliling-taman-kapsul together, the laughs everytime bu eti called absen 14 or Felicia Chika, the wordsearch-always-around-us time, the narcisstic that captured by Mitha’s and Tatyana’s slr everytime we get jam-kosong things, fighting with xi ipa 2 every break time till the 12^th graders looking-queerly to us, the stupid videos made by Chika and Gita, the anxiety everytime we don’t finished bu kris’s assignments and she ask us to do that in whiteboard, really miss-able haha.

I still want to spend more years with you people! Really hope we can meet in the same class again next year! Haha. Don’t wanna get separate with you guys! Love you all deeply! Huuu.. But relax; we still have one chance, one time together peeps, LIVE IN still waiting for us!! haha.

xxx

UEFA EURO 2008

Hmm, i just think what will i write in this post, and... voila! the answers popping in my mind and guess what is it? yeaa rite, it is UEFA EURO 2008! haha.

EURO 2008 is coming so soon people!! it will be hold in 7-29 june 2008 and it will be the biggest soccer event in this year! the once-in-4-year event will makes people crazy about soccer like world cup 2006 did before. haha.

by the way i give my full support to italy national team in this EURO 2008. i really hopes that italy could join their worldcup trophy with euro trophy. that will be so fantastic indeed. :)

but the sad news is italy national team joined the hell-group in group C. italy became one group with frane, netherlands and romania. it is really a hell grup indeed rite? hahaha. i really hopes italy can shows their best performance and leading this group.. and win the EURO CUP of course like they did back there in 1968! :)

here i give you italy national team jerseys and bus.

italy's jerseys


national team's bus
Il cielo è sempre più blu

really cool bus! hahaha.. i love the jerseys! wanna buy it! haha.. really hope soo..

and i already got the updates of italy national team's squad for euro 2008, but sadly Alessandro Nesta and Paolo Maldini who has retired from national team can't play in euro cup. (iyalah!) really sadd,, i really hope can watch them wear italy national team's jersey! it'll fits beautifully on their body! haha. their performance together with Fabio Cannavaro and Gianluigi Buffon makes italy had the best defence in the entire universe!! haha.

okay, stop talking, here it is the italy national team's squad:

Goalkeepers : Gianluigi Buffon, Marco Amelia, Christian Abbiati, Gianluca Curci.

Defenders : Andrea Barzagli, Daniele Bonera, Fabio Cannavaro, Giorgio Chiellini, Dario Dainelli, Fabio Grosso, Marco Materazzi, Massimo Oddo, Christian Panucci, Manuel Pasqual, Max Tonetto, Cristian Zaccardo, Gianluca Zambrotta.

Midfielders : Massimo Ambrosini, Alberto Aquilani, Mauro Camoranesi, Daniele de Rossi, Gennaro del Vecchio, Aimo Diana, Pasquale Foggio, Gennaro Gattuso, Marco Marchionni, Andrea Pirlo, Simone Perrotta, Stefano Mauri, Franco Semioli.

Forwards : Antonio Cassano, Alessandro del Piero, David di Michele, Antonio di Natale, Alberto Giolardino, Vincenzo Iaquinta, Filippo Inzaghi, Raffaele Palladino, Cristiano Lucarelli, Tomasso Rocchi, Luca Toni, Fabio Quagliarella.

really a great squad, full of great players and i really hope can give their greatest performance!!

my gorgeous Cannavaro, Pirlo, di Natale

haha iseng masukkin foto ini abis Canna looks really gorgeous in this photo!! hahahahahaa.

for the last i'll give you euro 2008 schedule (italy's matches)
09-06-08 vs. Netherlands (20:45)
13-06-09 vs. Romania (18:00)
17-06-09 vs. France (20:45)

okay, that is it. catch with you later peeps!

Happiness

i'm sitting here in front of my comp. trying to write what i'm thinking.

soo,, i just read my friend's FS and in her FS she wrote, "can somebody tell me what's the meaning of happiness?"

then i started to think...

sebenernya apa yang dimaksud 'happiness'?

how can i tell you if me self never feel the real happiness in life? haha.. but i will tell you my opinion.. menurut gue, happiness itu sesuatu yang lo rasain di saat lo udah puas sm apa yang lo capai dlm hidup lo. suatu waktu dimana lo bisa bilang 'finally...' karena disaat lo ngucapin kata itu, berarti sesuatu yang lo tunggu2 selama ini finally happen. dan siapa sih yang gak bahagia karena itu? :)

dan satu hal, i think somebody who never get satisfied with everything that he/she reach in this life couldn't feel the real happiness, karena mereka selalu pengen sesuatu yang lebih. mereka gak pernah berhenti di satu titik hidup mereka dimana seharusnya mereka bisa merefleksi diri untuk bersyukur dan merasa SANGAT bahagia dengan apa yang telah mereka capai pada titik itu karena tidak semua orang pastinya dapat merasakan hal seperti itu.

when facing their problem, the i-never-satisfied kind of people will always said 'where's my happiness? why i always have to face the problems that getting more hard more days? when can i feel happy?'
and the opposite, the i'm-satisfied-with-life kind of people will said 'masalah ini cuma salah satu halangan buat aku buat mencapai yang namanya bahagia, sementara aku udah melewati banyakbgt masalah dalam hidup, so i must survive to through this problem!'

but, one thing that really helpful to make us feel happy is, SMILE! what i mean here is smile from your deepest heart, not just the fake smile which is every body can do it, but fre from-heart smile. that makes you don't only shows that smile in your face, but also in your heart. when you smile, it feels like all your problems had blown away, gone with the wind.



by the way, i've ever read a quote that said :
happiness is like a butterfly; the more you chase it, the more it will elude you. but if you turn your attention to other things, it will come and sit softly on your shoulder.

what a beautiful words isn't it?

i think that quote means happiness will come to you if you just relax and dont always asking where-my-happiness-is question. when you just living your life without much question about happiness, that's the time you will feel the real happiness in life.

it's really easy to say, easy to write down on a paper or computer, but can you do it? i don't think so. but optimistic will keep this life going rite?

so, keep smile, be patient, and be optimist people!

xxx

Mathieu Flamini

hey there, i've got some news about Mathieu Flamini's move to AC Milan.

Mathieu Flamini finally become AC Milan squad! his first contract with the Rossoneri's club will start on July 1st 2008 until June 30th 2012.

First team player with Arsenal, desired by many big clubs, Flamini now is a Milan player. some facts about Flamini : he debuted in the national team coached by Raymond Domeneh on November 16, 2007 in a friendly game between France and Morocco, and it is very probable that he is called-up for Euro 2008. Grew up in Olympique Marseille, Flamini debuted in the first team on December 23rd, 2003, in a Ligue 1 game against Tolouse: some months after the transfer to Arsenal, at the court of Arsene Wenger, where he debuted in the Premier League on August 15th 2004 during Everton-Arsenal 1-4. and now, thank God he became AC Milan's player. and here is the photo of Mathieu Flamini.

Mathieu Flamini

yaa i just wanna said, keep up the good work man! welcome to milanello and shows your beautiful-yet-superior plays in AC Milan! make milanisti proud of you! haha..

AC Milan vs. Internazionale

couple days ago i've watched my favorite serie-A match, AC Milan vs. Internazionale. Derby della Madonnina. It's really a great match! Beside, AC Milan win this match beautifully with two goals from filippo inzaghi and ricardo kaka.

super pippo became more superior!! great goals with nice assist from kaka, who scored the 2nd goal.

i love the facts that in his age he can still shine among his teammates which younger than him, he proved that age does not affect him to show superior plays. here i give you some picture from the match.

after his super goal! what an expression!


kaka-inzaghi

and after 12weeks waiting, AC Milan raise their position and placed 4th position which is opened their probability to play in Champions League next season! whoaa. great news for all milanisti i think. bravo!

start blogging

ha ha, firstly i just read my friends blog and dnt knw why i got my mind said "lets make a blog!", so i've done it! and here it is, my first-ever-post in my first-ever-blog. haha gak first-ever-blog juga sih. pernah ada blog di friendster tp i dont even look at that blog anymore.

by the way i've just browsing for my hybrid-car-essay thingy and now i've got headache. haha lebay!

oya, this evening i watched my brother's videos in youtube, he and his friend -steven- was playing depapepe's songs there. so cooll!! why cant i playing guitar like him? haha envy him.

here it is lah for my first post.

i've got so much to tell sampe gatau mau mulai dari mana.. hehe

catch with you later..