my life currently

my source of unlimited inspiration : blue bright sunny sky!
i have tons of new ideas for my upcoming photoshoots!! lol. hope that will work great!:DDD
my bf has just told me to arrange a photosession with the twins!(skaski)

hmm in a confusion:
-EOS 450D or EOS 20D?
-85mm f/1.8 or 50mm f/1.4?
-architecture or architecture interior?

photossss

this one is from my photoshoot at kota :

models : sagita and ratih

annddd, this is from my latest photoshoot..

models : ratih and adeline

hello again

im so sorry for the lack of updates. im so busy lately. exams; final paper; homeworks; assignments; remedials; photoshoots; and so on..
but the last one is kinda exciting tho.. my last photosession was last wednesday at taman langsat, barito.. the models are : ratih, adeline, sagita, cara. the photographers are : me, bayu, adita, tatyana. (hmm, looks like we can share one model for each photographer aite? but it didnt happen. lol)
im kinda excited with this photoshoot but sadly i've just got few great pics. :( what make it worse is my pc is fuckin broke down. i cant even turn it on. im so fucked up.. shiitttt! i miss dealing with pscs3, editing photossss for the post-processing of the photoshoot, uploading it to deviantart and facebook, reading peoples comments, replying the comments. oh, how i missed those things..

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one thing that distract my day is finalpaper. im so faaaarr far away from the word FINISHED. fuck. and the due date is getting really closer. dec 17th. oh, come on! you must be kidding me?! maybe its dec17th 2009? lollss. im workin my ass on chapter 5 now. wish meeeee..

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here are some photos from yesterday photosession:

-rindang- -hana- -janina-

the models!

last day (oct 19) i had photo session in janina's house with janina, rindang and hana as models. there were also michael.. its superb! they were awesome models. haha. ive got lots of gorgeous pics! love it! haha. thanks again for hana, rindang and janina.. love you girls! just wait for the photo upload in facebook.. haha.



p.s:i'll upload some photo here later!

updates

gosh, its been so freakin long since my very last post..
im so sucked up these days so i dont have neither time nor topics to write here.
lately, my life was just about school, school and school!!
homeworks, assignments, exams, finalpaper and also TARDIGRAS!

im kinda excited for the last one but not for the rest. its H-30 peoplee! better prepare yourself.. and dont forget to come to the 2nd pre-event of TARDIGRAS; RAPTURE II (Saturday, Oct 18, 2008. 7pm onwards. @Spazio Lounge PIM.) there will be many band performances, and fashion show. im sure you'll enjoy! and there are also TARDIGRAS' merchandise that you can buy on the day that TARDIGRAS will be hold; there are pullover, shirt and bag.. for more info, click here.

for final paper, now im about to work my ass out on chapter4. i still have willingness to do so because i lovee the topic; its about taipei 101's construction. haha.. really an interesting topic to write.

by the way, i just get my report sheet last saturday (oct11) and im kinda satisfied with my score.. yayy!! haha. but still, i have to study harder!! arrghh..

okay i think byebye for now..
i'll post more later..

august 18, 2008

aaaaahhh im so fckin tired these days.. with all the homeworks, lessons, exams, and final paper.. i want some rest! duh. oya, i havent told you about my latest not-so-long trip. it was so fun!
so, here it goes, me and andra was planning to make a trip, its also as a farewell for my cousins who now already in london. so, there was 9 people there : me, andra, dika, tyo, putri, gia, christo, bayu and billy. we met up at 9 in the morning at wisma semeru, kemang. but there was just 8 of us without my bf. we had so much fun there, we went there to practice muaythai, a kind of thai boxing.. fast forward, we went to pasaraya from kemang on FOOT! hahaha (can you imagine how hungry we are!) at pasaraya bayu joined us, and we had lunch there. after having a-little-too-much lunch, we went to busway station, bought some tickets, and got into transjakarta. later, we arrived at kota and went to fatahillah, we took some cool pictures there. we really had some fun, an undescribeable fun! yea, im not good at writing so yopu might be read this as an uncool trip but believe me, its just so damn great!! but we couldnt be in fatahillah more longer bcs there was a family dinner at gran melia. yea it should be a great story but im kinda not in the mood for writing..

say hallo to...

my new EOS 450D! hahaha..

happy 27months anniv.

so gladddddd today!!! i love you so muchoss! hehehe.. nothings gonna stop us 'aite? love youuuu... full! hahaa..

Frattelli d'Italia

haha im so boring. wanna posts sumthing but dont knw what to write.. ohya, by the way yesterday je asked me if i want to take italiano course (yes, learning italian language) next year after UAN+UAS but i forgot where, at IIC or not.. but im so fckin excited! haha. i knw its next year which means masi lama. haha. but this is what ive been dreaming all of the time.. learning italian language, go to italia and meet alessandro nesta.. ya it sounds cheesy but its my almost-happen dreams!! so i want it to become reality and it start with: learning italiano! hahaha. gosh, im so excited! i just know some of it like come sta?/come va?, arrivederci, buon giorno, grazie, and others but i want to learn more!! haha. wish me people! ciao.

Four Seasons of Loneliness

I do love this song, but I do not feel the loneliness, for sure..

I long for the warmth of days gone by
When you were mineBut now those days are memories in time
Life’s empty without you by my side
My heart belongs to you
No matter what I try
When I get courage up to love somebody new
It always falls apart ’cause they just
Can’t compare to you
Your love won’t release me
I’m bound under ball and chain
Reminiscing our love as I watch four season’s change

Here comes the winter breeze
That chills the air and drifts the snow
And I imagine kissing you under the mistletoe
When springtime makes it’s way here
Lilac blooms reminds me of the scent of your perfume
When summer burns with heat
I always get the hots for you
Go skinny dippin’ in the ocean where we used to do
When autumn sheds the leaves the trees are bare
When you’re not here it doesn’t feel the same

Remember the nights when we closed our eyes
And vowed that you and I would be in love for all time
Anytime I think about these things is shared with you
I break down and cry ’cause I get so emotional
Until you release me I’m bound under ball and chain
Reminiscing our love as I watch four seasons change

This loneliness
Has crushed my heart
Please let me love again’cause I need your love to comfort me and ease my pain
Or four seasons will bring the loneliness again

Paloschi

okay,, so AC Milan is in trouble. there are no more striker!!!! just Alberto Paloschi. Kaka still in recovery from his injury while Inzaghi and Boriello just got themself injured. And sadly, Ronaldinho and Pato cant play either because they must play for Brazilian National Team in Olimpiade 2008.. okay, so its just Paloschi that left. and here i give you AC Milan's squad for matches against Locomotiv Moscow, Chelsea and Sevilla: Dida, Kalac, Abbiati; Bonera, Digao, Favalli, Jankulovski, Kaladze, Maldini, Oddo, Simic, Zambrotta; Ambrosini, Brocchi, Flamini, Gattuso, Pirlo; Kaka, Paloschi, Seedorf. Did you see any striker? only Paloschi! mann,, i really hope the midfielders can support him well!!! Go Paloschi!!

just want you to know

i really love you! this FULL!! too much that i cant tell you.. haha i know its so cheesy but i just dont want to lose you after all that weve been through. after all this time.. really really love youuuuuu!!!!!!!!!!! :)

the dark knight

the dark night was so damn cool!!!!!!!!! greatest movie so far! hahaha.. i really love it esp with christian "batman" bale and heath "joke" ledger in it. christian bale is soo hot! drop dead gorgeous so that i cant put my eyes off of him while watching this movie. but what im really up to is that heath ledger act was soo perfect. he succeded in making joker became a very great dark and cruel villain. sociopath to be exact. really great acting!! but what's so ironic is he died while his last movie became a very great movie and all the people give 4 thumbs up for his act.. huh.. you guys must watch this! it seldom happens, for watching the sequel is way better than the first one.. i already watched it twice! one with my bf and one with my cousins. haha.. so come and watch it!

thanks thanks

zillion thanks for Nicholas Adityo Wiratama, who had given me acmilan jersey #13! finally ive got it! hahahaha..

Ciao, Italia!

hey there.. okay, its been a veryvery long time since my last post. and now here i am writing my newest post from my cellphone.
so, ive just finished read a book titled Ciao, Italia! i forgot by whom it was written but it really a great book!
so the story is about his (yea the writer is a guy) eagerness, his dream to go to italia that finally came true. he finally went to italia for a year to study at Unistra di Umbria, Perugia. he really succeded making me fall in love with italia even more! his style in writing is very interesting. makes me dont wanna stop reading from page to page.. his experience was truly outrageous! cool! i wish i were him.. traveling and hiking or just walking around in the beautiful little cities in italia like umbria, norcia, emillia-romagna and even venice! one of my must-visit-place-bfore-i-die list! haha. yea, i really eager to go to venice (local people called it venezia) im so in love with that city! whoaa..
im really excited talking about italia!
the writer had given me an enormous number of information about italy, not just rome or milan that already famous, its also about perugia (which is really beautiful with their pastel-colored buildings), florence (firenze), tuscany and even naples (napoli) the city of mafiosso! he explore all the cities there, from the big one till the small one that i dont think you even know it is exist. haha..
the conclusion is, the more you read the pages in this book, the more you fall in love with a beautiful country called Italia! from their traditions, language, food, and many more!
soo, italians, you really have to read this book!

live in

finally i passed through 'live in' stuff! seruu! and im survive! haha. 3days without my cellphone. without internet connection. but im quite enjoyed it. its just fun! you really have to do this live in things. woke up at 5 in the morning, went to the farm while the weather was so damn cold! haha. (but its really hot in noon though) and after that at 3 we held a games for every child in tengklik 6. it was really fun! oya btw i lived in bpk darmos daughters house with her children tuti and dimas.. (btw dimas is sooo handsome! but hes just 5. haha) okayokay i will write more later.

entering 12 grade's gate...

yipeeeeeeeeeeeeee...
naik kelaaaaaassssss!! hahahaha...
gilaaaaaaa,, im so damn happy!

my playlist(s)

1. I'm Yours by Jason Mraz (band version). still in love with this song!

2. Dream Big by David Cook. nice and deep lyrics really.

3. Someday by John Legend.

4. Moondance by Jonathan Rhys Meyer. from August Rush movie. really nice voice.

5. Wedding Bell by Depapepe. supercool! nice instrument by Depapepe. By the way my lil brother make a cover version video and subscribe it in youtube. and i put that video right here in my blog. check it out!

6. Between Me & Misery by rad.riot.lads. haha my nephew's band actually, a lil bit heavy but really a nice song indeed. cool solo guitar part!

7. Angels by David Archuleta. you absolutely have to hear this song!

friday the thirteenth

haha what a title! so, yesterday i went to pim to buy some present for my motty.. i went there with my bf and my lovely tochtie. hehe.. and we really had so much fun back there!!

jadi awalnya tuh kita nonton the happening dulu jam 13:50 dan keluar dari studio1 XXI dengan muka menyesal kenapa tadi milih nonton the happening. filmnya anhe. gak ada klimaksnya. padahal awalnya bagusbgt. teru selesai nonton bingung mau cari kado apa. bener2 bingung. awalnya si belle mengusulkan beli buku masak dan jam weker. hahaha. lucu sih, tapi gak nemu yang bagus. terus pas lewat di cherokee skywalk tiba2 tertarik untuk masuk siapa tau menemukan yang bagus. sempet berpikir beli hoodie, atau dompet, atau tas. terus tiba2 menemukan tas kanvas bart simpson yang sangat lucu! sumpah lucubgt. tapi takut yang mau dikasih kado gak suka jadi kita mengurungkan niat buat beli tas itu. (padahal lucubgt. pengen! hehe) terus bingung lagi deh mau cari dimana. akhirnya jalan2 tanpa tujuan dan melewati ace hardware dan berpikiran buat masuk. awalnya masuk kesana mau cari jam karena berpikir jam dinding juga gpp lah kalo jam wekernya gak ada. tapi mahal2. really expensive!!!!! haha. gak jadi beli deh. padahal bagus2, terus tiba2 kepikiran buat beli frame photo. tapi we dont fine any that fits. jd gak jadi lagi, terus nemu mug lucu, sempet masuk dalam pilihan untuk dibeli tapi lalu mikir lagi. berguna gak sih. haha. teruusss.. oiya, mau beli timer buat masak gituu. tapi timernya aneh. gabisa bunyi masa. (tapi itu juga antara timernya yang aneh atau kita yang emang gabisa pakenya haha) stupid. terus jalan lagi masuk ke dalemnya ace hardware liat2 gitu. masih bingung mau beli apa. bener2 bingung. terus sampe ujung liat ada lampu meja gitu lucu2 banget!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! beneran lucu! haha. dan entah kenapa kita memutuskan beli itu karena merasa bakal lebih berguna. eh tp emang iyaya? haha i wish. awalnya pengen beli yg bentuknya robot gitu. lucu deh. tapi terus liat2 lagi ternyata ada yg pesawat gitu dan itu lebih lucu. lebih tahan lama juga materialnya. warnanya cool. warna primer gitu kalo kata belle. haha. tp suka bgt. moga2 yg dikasih suka juga. hehe amin! abis dari ace hardware itu kita ke gramedia, niatnya mau cari kado lagi tapi gak ada yang bagus lagi jadi akhirnya cuma beli bungkus kado. purple! hehe. (hope you like it mom) terus diputuskan belle yang bungkus kado, gue yang bikin kartunya.. hehehe. terus dari gramedia kita (me & my bf) pushed belle to eat krn dia blm makan dari siang! dan akhirnya kita ke foodcourt nemenin belle makan. hehe. and we spent most of the time there. at foodcourt. abis belle makan gue yg makan. hahaha. terus disitu kita ngobrol2 gitu. seru deh. tapi kenapa gak foto bertiga yah? (haha baru kepikiran nih. sebel) dan akhirnya belle dijemput deh. terus pulang.

tp its such a nice day. kapan2 jalan brg lagi ya anaakk.. :)

euro agaiinn

holaa people.. haha i think these days my posts are only about euro. but who can ignore euro's influence? haha.. here i give you short updates again..

GROUP B matches
germany-croatia : 1-2 (unpredictable score!)
austria-poland : 1-1

GROUP C matches
italy-romania : 1-1 (great penalty saved by Gianluigi Buffon)
netherlands-france : 4-1 (yess!)

yeayeayea soo, italy still have chance to go to the quarterfinal.. but theres still one match, against france.. lets see..

and tonight matches is from group D
spain vs. sweden (23:00)
greece vs. russia (01:45)

update euro

oiya i forgot to put euro update on my last post. soo, here it is:

GROUP C matches
italy-netherland : 0-3
france-rumany : 0-0 (yipee!)

GROUP D matches
spain-russia : 4-1 (with beautiful hattrick from david villa)
greece-sweden : 0-2

GROUP A matches
portugal-czech : 3-1
turkey-swiss : 2-1

ya ya ya italy defeated by netherland. repeat: defeated 3-0. repeat: defeated 3-0 and got last place in klasemen grup. fuck.

yea whatev. i still hope for the best.

by the way, tonight matches are germany-croatia (23:00) and poland-austria (01:45)
is germany will going to show another beautiful performance? lets wait..and see..

question

its just too close. too strange. so peculiar. whats with that actually?

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its just proved. italy is really sick without cannavaro!! so that netherlands can beat italy 3-0. fuck! i really hate it. but yea italy still have chance to pass penyisihan grup. at least runner up lah.. hehe.

oiya, im back. im home. haha. by the way. i really hate this noon.. hhh. i'll tell you later. im really not in the mood rite now.

cannavaro

really out of my mind how can cannavaro injured a few days before euro2008! and he replaced with gamberini. so sadd!!!!

just an update

yea finally im here people! bali! haha..
actually i went here to accompany my mom to play in bowling tournament. bali cup or whatever it called i forgot. haha. it will be a very boring days before my cousins call me and took me to sleepover at her house. (ya, her family lives in denpasar) and then this holiday become so fun! haha..
but i already here for three days, and i dont even go to the beach! silly! haha. i just spent my holiday with watch EURO2008 of course!, playing guitar and sang loudly with my nephews and niece, went to warnet (like i do now haha), play basketball. it looks like im just sleepover in my cousins house at somewhere in jakarta. not in bali! haha. but yea, my cousin's house located at denpasar, so its far from kuta, sanur, legian and other similar places. but i really want to go to the beach. yaiyalah, baliiii! hahahaha..

by the way here is a short updates for EURO 2008:
ceko-swiss : 1-0
portugal-turkey : 2-0
austria-croatia : 0-1
germany-poland : 2-0 (both by Lukas Podolski whos actually a poland)

and tonight (9/6/08) match is france vs. rumania (23:00) and italy vs. netherland (01:45)

Alessandro Nesta

have i ever told you about my freakin amusement. freakin fondness to Alessandro Nesta? yeah, so, i dedicate this post to him.

perhaps some of you already knows who Alessandro Nesta is. he is a hot Italian guy. a soccer player to be exact. he plays for AC Milan from 2002 until now. he used to be playing in Italy National Team but he already retired from the national team because of his recent marriage. really bad that i cant see him playing for italy in upcoming euro 2008.

i love him since very first time im addicted to soccer. i fell for him hard. really hard. i really love his performs. specially when he plays along with Fabio Cannavaro and Paolo Maldini. and Gianluigi Buffon of course. it really the best defenders italy have ever had. Nesta is really a key man both for AC Milan and Italy. unreplaceable.

whats really cool is he always get "Serie-A Best Defender of the Year" award from 2000 till 2007. yea although since 2004 he only became the runner-up. but its really awesome for me though.

Nesta was born in March 19th, 1976. he grewn up in Cinecitta, Rome. and he first started playing football in Margherita Bosco Primary School. first he offered to play in AS Roma junior team, but his father -which is a huge fan of Lazio- turned down the offer. so then he played for SS Lazio youth academy. he was promoted to SS Lazio's senior team in 1993 and soon get a captain band in 1997. after that in 2002 he was recruited by AC Milan till now.

i really love him! deep down! i really eager to see him play for Italy and AC Milan. But so sad that he has retired from the national team. huh. i really eager to meet him. one day, ive ever got a chance to go to italy. to meet Nesta. but the chance just gone with the wind because the depart day exactly the same day that i must face UAS. so i failed to go there and it kinda awful to me to remember. till now.

love.

love is painful.
love is hurt.
love is misery.
love is suffering.
love is sorrow
love is lugubrious.
love is mystery.
love is not everything.

haha. so ive just found this lyric from a song called "love is not everything". i forgot who had sang this song. but the lyric is so pity! haha.. a lil bit freaky. i wonder what had happened to the song writer so he/she can wrote a lyric like this. does anyone of you agree with this lyric? haha.

PIN Bowling Alley

suddenly i remember this place. loads of memories there. really loadss! there was the place i -for the first time in my life- learn to play bowling.. i really had so much fun there! i miss the time when me and my friends (which named ourself pibcheerz) get bored with bowling and started to play hide and seek! yea, playin hide and seek at bowling alley. made evryone lookin queerly to us. but we dont give a damn of it. we just do what we want to do. we just wanna make ourself as fun as we can. as happy as we can. because we're all really bored spent whole day in bowling alley. every single day! specially when there's an event. really stupid! hahaha.. but ya, its like our second home.
i miss pin master 2004. so much fun ive had there! its like PIN Bowling Alley really is our home. i spent my time there when i returned from school till late night. really late. and its repeated everyday!! haha. but now PIN Bowling Allet already replaced by a bank. and i will never see PIN Bowling Alley again for the rest of my life. im kinda missing it so damn much. the time whe we're all family. not splitted like nowadays. now, we're unlike we're used to like the old days. lookslike we're doesnt know each other and it makes me pretty sad. huh.

Dream Big

really a nice and touchy lyrics..

When I was a little girl
I swore that I would change the world when I grew up.
Nothing else would be enough

Back then it all seemed black and white
But these days I just cant seem to find the child in me
Who always believed

I see it everyday
We settled for safe
And lose ourselves along the way

But if u dont dream big whats the use in dreaming.
If u dont have faith theres nothing worth believing.
It takes one hope to make the stars worth reaching for.
So reach out, for something more

Took a well perfected plan
For me to finally understand
But its not me
Faith is something I can't see
I lose the reigns and let them go
I broke the chains of fear
That had their hold on me too long
When all I felt was wrong

Ive wiped my tears away now its time for a change
No I cant waste another day

Coz if u dont dream big whats the use in dreaming.
If u dont have faith theres nothing worth believing.
It takes one hope to make the stars worth reaching for.

So close your eyes and tell me what you see
between what's real and make believe
here's the path we've all been searching for
So reach out, for something more

than you ever could imagine then move
don't wait for it to happen
life's too short for not taking chances
the stars are far as they seem

But if u dont dream big whats the use in dreaming.
If u dont have faith theres nothing worth believing.
It takes one hope to make the stars worth reaching for.
So reach out, for something more

boredom

im so fuckin bored! really need something fresh. something new. something that can kill my boredom! anyone?

comment

ya ya ya. need your comment about the story below.
like its title, its just only a prolog. i made that with my cousin -Andra-
haha.. thx before peeps!

PROLOGUE

"Dhir, kamu udah ngomong sama Abel belom ttg pembayaranku itu? Aku gak enak sm Bimo nih."

Aduh, sms dari Aaron! Batin Dhira.

Sudah beberapa hari ini Aaron selalu menanyakan hal yang sama kepada Dhira. Mengenai masalah pembayarannya. Padahal Dhira tidak mengetahui apa-apa mengenai masalah ini. Hanya saja kebetulan masalah ini menyangkut Abel, saudaranya.

"Aduh, Ron, aku udah coba telepon & sms Abel. Tapi gak pernah dijawab sama dia.", balas Dhira kemudian.

"Oh yaudah. Thx ya Dhir." jawab Aaron.

Aduh, Abel tuh kemana sih. Aku bener-bener jadi nggak enak sama Aaron nih! Gimana yah. Kalo aja ada orang yang bisa kasih solusinya.. Oh iya aku tau!

Kemudian Dhira menekan nomor yang sudah dikenalnya dengan sangat baik dan kemudian menelpon orang tersebut..

"Hallo.. Aira?"

"Eh, Dhira. Iya ini Aira, Dhir. Kenapa?", jawab orang di seberang telepon yang ternyata adalah Aira, sepupunya.

"Ra, bisa ketemu nggak? Nanti jam 7 malam di daerah Dharmawangsa. Bisa yah, Ra?"

"Oh, emang ada apa, Dhir? Kok tumben? Hehe.."

"Aku nggak bisa jelasin di telepon. Kepanjangan, Ra. Mending nanti aku kasih tau pas kita ketemu. Oh iya, kamu sekalian ajak Naia aja, Ra."

Kemudian perbincangan tersebut dilanjutkan dengan kesepakatan untuk bertemu di Gelato Bar, Dharmawangsa Square. Setelah itu Aira menelpon Naia untuk menyampaikan ajakan Dhira, dan Naia setuju. Namun Dhira masih belum juga memberi tahu apa yang akan menjadi topik pembicaraan mereka nanti -walaupun tadi Aira sudah memelas minta diberitahu oleh Dhira- tapi Dhira tetap bartahan pada pendiriannya untuk tidak memberitahu Aira dan Naia dulu.

Biarinlah nanti mereka tau disana, mudah-mudahan mereka bisa ikut bantu. batin Dhira.


19:00, Gelato Bar, Dharmawangsa Square...

"Aira, Naia, Hallo!"

"Nah, ini Andhira! Kamu tanya aja, Nai, mau ngomongin apa. Aku juga nggak tahu nih."

"Dhiraaaaaa, apaan sih kok mendadak gini? Mau ngomongin apa coba? Jangan sok misterius deh. Haha.", kata Naia sambil menghampiri Dhira.

"Santai, santai.. Nah, kan kita udah kumpul semua. Jadi gini lho sepupu-sepupuku..."

Kemudian Dhira menceritakan hal yang membuat hatinya resah selama beberapa hari ini. Hal yang selalu berkecamuk di dalam pikirannya dan mengganggunya. Setelah menghabiskan malam dengan mendengarkan cerita Dhira, Naia dan Aira tertegun. Mereka tidak menyangka hal yang ingin dibicarakan oleh Dhira adalah mengenai hal ini.

Setelah pertemuan tersebut mereka bertiga pulang kerumah masing-masing dalam keheningan. Memikirkan bagaimana solusi yang tepat untuk masalah yang diceritakan Dhira. Pikiran mereka terpusat pada seseorang yang menjadi topik pembicaraan Dhira. Abel.

bali trip

so my mum has just told me that i want to go to bali! and i will go there on june 7th, which is at the same day i use to celebrate my 2nd anniv with my bf. haha. so tragic. haha.
but i just wish that my holiday will be amazing! haha.
i will miss my bf so much!
fuck! haha..

i'm yours.

so, this song keep repeating in my head and my mind currently, i always listening in my iTunes and cellphone. or even i sang it myself. really nice song. another great work from jason mraz.

Well you done done me and you bet I felt it
I tried to be chill but you're so hot that I melted
I fell right through the cracks and now I'm trying to get back
Before the cool done run out I'll be giving it my best test
Nothing's going to stop me but divine intervention
I reckon its again my turn to win some or learn some

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait, I'm yours

Well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love
Listen to the music of the moment maybe sing with me
Ah, la peaceful melodys
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love loved love love

So I won't hesitate no more, no more It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate Our time is short This is our fate, I'm yours

I've been spending way too long checking my tongue in the mirror
And bending over backwards just to try to see it clearer
But my breath fogged up the glass
And so I drew a new face and laughed I guess what I'm saying is there ain't no better reason
To rid yourself of vanity and just go with the seasons
It's what we aim to do our name is our virtue

I won't hesitate no more, no more
It cannot wait I'm sure
There's no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours

Well no no, well open up your mind and see like me
Open up your plans and damn you're free
Look into your heart and you'll find love love love love
Listen to the music of the moment come and dance with meah, la one big family
([2nd time:] ah, la happy family)
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved love love love

I won't hesitate no more
Oh no more no more no more
It's your God-forsaken right to be loved, I'm sure
Theres no need to complicate
Our time is short
This is our fate, I'm yours


yeaa, lets sing it together people.. i'm yoursss... hahaha.

really over

finally its all really over. the exam thing. i really dont have to deal with all those craps anymore. i already know the score. yaa,, bad score for math but i already remedial this morning and i really hope it can fixed my score. wish me people.

huge. HUGE refief.

finally the exam is over. holiday is coming people!!!
oops noo.. not yet. i still have to know the score. am i pass the test or no! hahaha..
luckily, my biology and physics exam passed the skbm. haha. really a huge relief for me. specially for physics, because only 9people that can passed skbm. and im one of them! sooooo happy!!! hehehe.. but i still wait for my chemistry and math score.. really deg2an! hahaha... really hope for the very best.. gilaaa... pengen naik kelass!!! haha.. iyalah siapa sih yang gak mau naik kelas? haha..
i really dont want to deal with those stuffs anymore; books, lessons, assignments, and all.. tiredd.. really need refreshing.. huuh.. i know in 12th grade there'll be more tests, assignments, and all that kind of things. but, i need a pause people. PAUSE. hahahaha.. want to rests myself from all that shits, all that crap so i can get myself freshhhh again! haha.

enough

im really enough for this ulangan umum thingy. i know its just started, but im just soo tireddd with all this shitty things. again and again i must study. learn what i've learned before till it sticked in my mind. and after the test, blammm! evrythings just gone away from my own mind. huh. im too tired to study guys but deep down it really a must! haha..

can somebody tell me other way to pass the exam without studying? haha. lame question.

Exam is coming

Exam is coming people.. we must study hard. really hard. harder than ever.
i really hopes we can meet up in grad 12 guys.. love you all sooo muchh!

Congratulation David Cook

david cook

yeah congratulation David. Cook. i really mean it. congratulation! whoaaa, finally David Cook has crowned! he is the king of american idol for season 7! nothing can makes me feel better than this mann!! haha.. David Cook performances at top 2 got really evil critics from simon cowell, but i think thats just for increasing david cook's vote, so the votes for cook getting more and more that he can wins the american idol. because actually simon has predicted before that david cook will win! and yeaa,, he's right peopleee!! way to go david cook. i am soooooooooo happy for you! the first american rocker. hahaha.. i know from the first time i saw you that you will soar with not only the birds, but with the stars. haha. fly high cook, as high as you can! i really love youu!! cook alway makes me feel he sang directly for me! hahaha. silly i know, but thats what im feeling..

i really love his voice. love the touch of rock in his voice.. sooo sexyy.. haha. matbe sometimes his voice sounds like daughtry's but, thats david cook man! stunning, and really hott!! haha..

keep up the good work, man! theres still longg, long way to go.. i hopoe you can stay and survive in the music industry.

cant you feel the spirit people?

whoaa, im really in love with david cook even more.. gimana nihhh?? okay, keep on rocking cook..

Aslan

yeaaa finally after my very very long waiting.. the chronicles of narnia : prince caspian is released. and yesterday i watched it with my bf.. really a great movie although its not exactly the same with the novel, but it still nice though. you guys really have to watch it!! edmund and caspian are soo awesome! ganteng euy! haha :) by the way my deepest reason to watch this movie is because i really eager to see the one and only Asla. haha. yea i know its kinda weird to fell for an animal, but Aslan really makes me feel that way. whoaaa,, i start to think that im really a weirdo. but i cant deny it, i love lions!! specially Aslan, and Simba in Lion King. but still Aslan is the most fabulous lion i've ever seenn..

my weird-addict to Aslan makes me wanna pet a lion. cant hide my eagerness to pet a lion. wish me people! really obsessed with lion. gimana dong?

so cute isnt he?

Davids

finally they pass through the final, mannn!!! hahaha.. sooo gladd..

really hope they both can be a winner! haha impossible i know. tapi gimana dong? they both are so fantastic. awesome. gorgeous. or whatever you called it.. firstly i just adore david archuleta. so innocentyethandsome 17-years-old boy. but as the time goes by, david cook really steal my heart. i really mean it. he really makes me melt down to the ground. haha. i always love his performances. he makes me cant put my eyes off of him!!

i really loves his performance when he was sang 'always be my baby' and 'i dont wanna miss a thing'. really strikes my heart out!! haha.. i loved the touch of rock in his voice,, sooo gentle.. haha.

and now david cook has go to final round of american idol. i really hope he can wins the competitionn. maybe if david archuleta wins, i really can accept it. but if david cook can really wins the competition i will really happy deep down!! haha..

you must see their performances, mann!! really cooll..

cook - archuleta

Gosong Holiday

Yeaa, soo, from last Monday until today I had a libur-UAS thingy. First I expect this holiday will be sooo fun, because I really can rest myself from the super-bored-hectic-crazy time in school. I can take this liburan time to empty my brain because the exams are getting closer and I need to prepare my brain cause next week it will fill with really lotsa thingss!! Haha. But what I’ve got ppl? Gosoongg!! Haha. This holiday is just for 3 days and what did I get from bu kris? 80 math questions! Really cruel of you ma’am! Hahaha really wanna laugh at me self! And tomorrow, the first day I come to school after this holiday, there’ll be biology and physics exam! Berurutan! Gak pake jeda! Gilaaaa!!! And the next day, I must finish the karya-tulis-kelompok thing. Sooo pathetic. Where’s your kindness my evil teacher? Can’t you give us -your students- time to rest ourself? Can’t you give the minggu-tenang thingy for us? Just one week that not full of exams and assignments, pleaseeee!! Okay, stop! Am I begging? Hooo.. Am I that desperate? YESSS!! Any other answers can fit the question except YESS!! Hahaa..

The Kite Runner

A month ago I’ve just finished read a touchy novel titled the Kite Runner. That is really a great story, type of story that makes you heart really touched deep down –and there is not an impossible thing if you get your tears fall down while reading this book-! A must-read book I think. This novel was written by Khaled Hosseini, an Afghanistan guy who grew up in America. And it is the first Afghan’s novel that translated to English.

At first I don’t feel much enthusiastic when reading this novel. But as the words goes, this novel became the i-can’t-put-it-before-i-finished-reading-it novel! Haha.. Hassan and Amir -two main characters in the story- really give me much life lessons. About trust in each other, about the i-wont-let-my-friend-get-down kind of feeling and that something not happens to you for any reasons, there’ll always be a reason behind everything happened to you. There are lotsa things that you can learn from the novel.

Many parts in this novel that really touched my heart, but just these parts touched my heart the most:

1. When Amir throws Hassan’s body with delimas to test would Hassan reply it to Amir or not, but what Hassan do is walking to Amir with delima in his hand and then he crushed that delima in his own face then shout to Amir, “are you satisfied?!”

2. When Amir finally found out that Hassan actually is his brother from different mother –because Amir’s mom died when she gives Amir birth- and when he knows it, Hassan already died! So saddddd.. beside there are some facts that in his past life Amir always envy Hassan and Amir never look after Hassan at anytime Hassan get bullied.

3. When Rahim Khan –Amir Father’s friend- said “there is a way to be good, Amir” it’s also really touched. And with that words from Rahim Khan, Amir went back to Afghanistan to look for Hassan’s son –Sohrab, which is spent his life alone after his parent’s death.

Huh, so sad I’m not pretty good at describing something, but you must read this really! By the way, this novel already pours into a widescreen movie. The movie was great but not as great as the novel because they do cut much important part of the story. But it stills such a great movie that can make people crying while watching it.

The Kite Runner movie poster

the novel

Exams

days changed into nights, exams are getting closer, and what did I studied? nothing. I really haven’t studied yet. oh my gosh. I really have less preparation for this kenaikan-kelas-exam! How can I through it? huu.. The exam’s schedule really makes me wanna tearing myself out. Where’s your mind ibu-pembuat-jadwal-ulangan-umum? How can English joined with Drawing while you joined Physics with History?! Really out of my mind! And u put Deutsch alone in the last day! Helloooooooo??? Where do you put your f*cking mind miss?

But suddenly –out of my really madness- I realize, this exam means I will soon separated with xi ipa 1. (harus naik kelas semua. amin!). There’re so many beautiful-crazy-sweet-stupid-loony-annoying things we’ve shared through the year and now we must face the fact that we will be separate. So sad isn’t it? I still really wanna be with you guys all. Want to spend more time with you all. I will really miss the shitty gossips we’ve share, the annoying yelled in every -esp.bu kris- lessons, lari-keliling-taman-kapsul together, the laughs everytime bu eti called absen 14 or Felicia Chika, the wordsearch-always-around-us time, the narcisstic that captured by Mitha’s and Tatyana’s slr everytime we get jam-kosong things, fighting with xi ipa 2 every break time till the 12^th graders looking-queerly to us, the stupid videos made by Chika and Gita, the anxiety everytime we don’t finished bu kris’s assignments and she ask us to do that in whiteboard, really miss-able haha.

I still want to spend more years with you people! Really hope we can meet in the same class again next year! Haha. Don’t wanna get separate with you guys! Love you all deeply! Huuu.. But relax; we still have one chance, one time together peeps, LIVE IN still waiting for us!! haha.

xxx

UEFA EURO 2008

Hmm, i just think what will i write in this post, and... voila! the answers popping in my mind and guess what is it? yeaa rite, it is UEFA EURO 2008! haha.

EURO 2008 is coming so soon people!! it will be hold in 7-29 june 2008 and it will be the biggest soccer event in this year! the once-in-4-year event will makes people crazy about soccer like world cup 2006 did before. haha.

by the way i give my full support to italy national team in this EURO 2008. i really hopes that italy could join their worldcup trophy with euro trophy. that will be so fantastic indeed. :)

but the sad news is italy national team joined the hell-group in group C. italy became one group with frane, netherlands and romania. it is really a hell grup indeed rite? hahaha. i really hopes italy can shows their best performance and leading this group.. and win the EURO CUP of course like they did back there in 1968! :)

here i give you italy national team jerseys and bus.

italy's jerseys


national team's bus
Il cielo è sempre più blu

really cool bus! hahaha.. i love the jerseys! wanna buy it! haha.. really hope soo..

and i already got the updates of italy national team's squad for euro 2008, but sadly Alessandro Nesta and Paolo Maldini who has retired from national team can't play in euro cup. (iyalah!) really sadd,, i really hope can watch them wear italy national team's jersey! it'll fits beautifully on their body! haha. their performance together with Fabio Cannavaro and Gianluigi Buffon makes italy had the best defence in the entire universe!! haha.

okay, stop talking, here it is the italy national team's squad:

Goalkeepers : Gianluigi Buffon, Marco Amelia, Christian Abbiati, Gianluca Curci.

Defenders : Andrea Barzagli, Daniele Bonera, Fabio Cannavaro, Giorgio Chiellini, Dario Dainelli, Fabio Grosso, Marco Materazzi, Massimo Oddo, Christian Panucci, Manuel Pasqual, Max Tonetto, Cristian Zaccardo, Gianluca Zambrotta.

Midfielders : Massimo Ambrosini, Alberto Aquilani, Mauro Camoranesi, Daniele de Rossi, Gennaro del Vecchio, Aimo Diana, Pasquale Foggio, Gennaro Gattuso, Marco Marchionni, Andrea Pirlo, Simone Perrotta, Stefano Mauri, Franco Semioli.

Forwards : Antonio Cassano, Alessandro del Piero, David di Michele, Antonio di Natale, Alberto Giolardino, Vincenzo Iaquinta, Filippo Inzaghi, Raffaele Palladino, Cristiano Lucarelli, Tomasso Rocchi, Luca Toni, Fabio Quagliarella.

really a great squad, full of great players and i really hope can give their greatest performance!!

my gorgeous Cannavaro, Pirlo, di Natale

haha iseng masukkin foto ini abis Canna looks really gorgeous in this photo!! hahahahahaa.

for the last i'll give you euro 2008 schedule (italy's matches)
09-06-08 vs. Netherlands (20:45)
13-06-09 vs. Romania (18:00)
17-06-09 vs. France (20:45)

okay, that is it. catch with you later peeps!

Happiness

i'm sitting here in front of my comp. trying to write what i'm thinking.

soo,, i just read my friend's FS and in her FS she wrote, "can somebody tell me what's the meaning of happiness?"

then i started to think...

sebenernya apa yang dimaksud 'happiness'?

how can i tell you if me self never feel the real happiness in life? haha.. but i will tell you my opinion.. menurut gue, happiness itu sesuatu yang lo rasain di saat lo udah puas sm apa yang lo capai dlm hidup lo. suatu waktu dimana lo bisa bilang 'finally...' karena disaat lo ngucapin kata itu, berarti sesuatu yang lo tunggu2 selama ini finally happen. dan siapa sih yang gak bahagia karena itu? :)

dan satu hal, i think somebody who never get satisfied with everything that he/she reach in this life couldn't feel the real happiness, karena mereka selalu pengen sesuatu yang lebih. mereka gak pernah berhenti di satu titik hidup mereka dimana seharusnya mereka bisa merefleksi diri untuk bersyukur dan merasa SANGAT bahagia dengan apa yang telah mereka capai pada titik itu karena tidak semua orang pastinya dapat merasakan hal seperti itu.

when facing their problem, the i-never-satisfied kind of people will always said 'where's my happiness? why i always have to face the problems that getting more hard more days? when can i feel happy?'
and the opposite, the i'm-satisfied-with-life kind of people will said 'masalah ini cuma salah satu halangan buat aku buat mencapai yang namanya bahagia, sementara aku udah melewati banyakbgt masalah dalam hidup, so i must survive to through this problem!'

but, one thing that really helpful to make us feel happy is, SMILE! what i mean here is smile from your deepest heart, not just the fake smile which is every body can do it, but fre from-heart smile. that makes you don't only shows that smile in your face, but also in your heart. when you smile, it feels like all your problems had blown away, gone with the wind.



by the way, i've ever read a quote that said :
happiness is like a butterfly; the more you chase it, the more it will elude you. but if you turn your attention to other things, it will come and sit softly on your shoulder.

what a beautiful words isn't it?

i think that quote means happiness will come to you if you just relax and dont always asking where-my-happiness-is question. when you just living your life without much question about happiness, that's the time you will feel the real happiness in life.

it's really easy to say, easy to write down on a paper or computer, but can you do it? i don't think so. but optimistic will keep this life going rite?

so, keep smile, be patient, and be optimist people!

xxx

Mathieu Flamini

hey there, i've got some news about Mathieu Flamini's move to AC Milan.

Mathieu Flamini finally become AC Milan squad! his first contract with the Rossoneri's club will start on July 1st 2008 until June 30th 2012.

First team player with Arsenal, desired by many big clubs, Flamini now is a Milan player. some facts about Flamini : he debuted in the national team coached by Raymond Domeneh on November 16, 2007 in a friendly game between France and Morocco, and it is very probable that he is called-up for Euro 2008. Grew up in Olympique Marseille, Flamini debuted in the first team on December 23rd, 2003, in a Ligue 1 game against Tolouse: some months after the transfer to Arsenal, at the court of Arsene Wenger, where he debuted in the Premier League on August 15th 2004 during Everton-Arsenal 1-4. and now, thank God he became AC Milan's player. and here is the photo of Mathieu Flamini.

Mathieu Flamini

yaa i just wanna said, keep up the good work man! welcome to milanello and shows your beautiful-yet-superior plays in AC Milan! make milanisti proud of you! haha..

AC Milan vs. Internazionale

couple days ago i've watched my favorite serie-A match, AC Milan vs. Internazionale. Derby della Madonnina. It's really a great match! Beside, AC Milan win this match beautifully with two goals from filippo inzaghi and ricardo kaka.

super pippo became more superior!! great goals with nice assist from kaka, who scored the 2nd goal.

i love the facts that in his age he can still shine among his teammates which younger than him, he proved that age does not affect him to show superior plays. here i give you some picture from the match.

after his super goal! what an expression!


kaka-inzaghi

and after 12weeks waiting, AC Milan raise their position and placed 4th position which is opened their probability to play in Champions League next season! whoaa. great news for all milanisti i think. bravo!

start blogging

ha ha, firstly i just read my friends blog and dnt knw why i got my mind said "lets make a blog!", so i've done it! and here it is, my first-ever-post in my first-ever-blog. haha gak first-ever-blog juga sih. pernah ada blog di friendster tp i dont even look at that blog anymore.

by the way i've just browsing for my hybrid-car-essay thingy and now i've got headache. haha lebay!

oya, this evening i watched my brother's videos in youtube, he and his friend -steven- was playing depapepe's songs there. so cooll!! why cant i playing guitar like him? haha envy him.

here it is lah for my first post.

i've got so much to tell sampe gatau mau mulai dari mana.. hehe

catch with you later..